Missing.

Is it possible to miss someone this badly?

Sunday Mornings shoot

So yesterday Ms Sue Lyn called me at 9 plus in the morning for a photoshoot. At first it was for her 2nd audition for the liselle model search but then it got cancelled so it was then waged on for her lookbook and her tote loving (she sells tote bags :D) Of course, I bathe and then went straight to her place for her shoot. At first it was all going smooth then we spontaneously decided to do another shoot that I've already planned in mind for a long time. It was called Sunday Mornings! Though we did it on a Saturday HAHAH.

She prepared the props while I shoot and directed the pictures. The pictures were all perfect :) Some of it. I had some difficulty with the lighting but made use of whatever I had and the pictures were really nice! Here are some which I really like!

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Leave me

Leave Me from Ryan Dunlap on Vimeo.

No matter how much I try to fight it, this video never failed to make me cry. I love this short film SO MUCH. It's 2 years back but the film is still so beautiful.

Watch it please :)

My mornings

Wouldn't your morning be so perfect like this or lunch or supper I don't know? :)

Wouldn't you love to runaway and escape to this sanctuary with your love one?

I would. I mean. It's been really hard for me to accept these few days. I am eager to go to London, but my visa application is getting in the way and it's making it harder for me to relax about it. Received a ton of emails and it's not going so well.

And I don't know why but recently I get very annoyed easily at everything. It's not very good indeed. Like haih, yesterday. I felt bad for being so mean and looking annoyed. Like I didn't mean to. It gets to me all the damn time. I HAVE to stop being like this. Times like this, I really am harsh on myself. It's like every little thing people do, I question myself whether it's my fault. It's like neverending. I think people are getting tired of it. Cause I am. 

I'm thinking too much. Haih. :'(

Rise of the Planet!

The movie overall touched me instantly. Animal cruelty? Animal tests? What more can you say? A movie like this must not be missed. It truly explains a lot about the connection between animals and humans. How we are very much alike with them. Quite inspiring I must say. It is a must watch for those of you who are keen on apes and really want a movie who can touch you overall.

This movie is definitely the one for you. I loved it personally because it gives off the feel of compassion and love for one another. How animals in fact in return do things not out of violence but out of self defense. The whole idea is that in fact it applies to not just apes (who are infact the closest of our kind) but to other living animals. They have love, compassion, feelings, it depends on how you approach them. I quote this from Cesar Millan.

"Sometimes, people often blame the breed of the dog. But it is in fact the trainer's fault. It's not about the dog, it's always about us."

The way we treat them is how the way they react to us. Never blame animals for their misdoings. They are resorted to do it because of our actions. Our actions scarred them therefore, it leaves them an impression that whoever approaches them, their self defense mode is switched on. 

A food for thought.

Pretty picturews

via tumblr.

Waking up to these pictures everyday, makes me wanna photoshoot even more.

Captain America

It's awesome. Very the awesome. I don't wanna spoil it for those who haven't watched. You just have to watch it for yourself. Chris Evans is so good! I mean acting wise wasn't too bad! I just love the whole movie. I can't believe I couldn't recognise the creator of Marvel in the movie itself =_= Gah. Anyways, awesome MOVIE! It was much better than Thor personally. 

And yes Marvel this time are putting bits and pieces of the puzzle towards the biggest and the most ambitious movie of the year. I won't tell you what movie but if you watched Thor and this movie, you would know ;)

I CAN'T WAIT. :D