Give me;

Give me the wisdom, strength and energy to fight this battle. I cannot win this battle on my own.

I am motivated but at the same time, I want to not overstress myself. I'm going through such a tide now, I find it so difficult to breathe. But I know I can do this. I have go to try at least to make it work. At least to try and understand and think clearly. 

But man, I think I might just like break one of these days.