Sometimes, I want to cry and huddle in a corner. I just really wish I could ignore the sounds of the overwhelming pain and sadness. They say that I was given this life because I was strong enough to live it. I really seriously doubt that at times. I don't feel any better. I don't feel as if I have achieved anything.  Or at least..I don't know what I'm doing.

I think..I really need to step up and start taking the scene.